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DISCLAIMER
If you came across this and you get offended by what I’ve written here, you can’t hold that against me because (1) starting Oct 10 I’ve changed/omitted names and (2) this blog is 100% unpublicized. I’ve done nothing to advertise or invite people to read about me talk about things that happen to put people in a bad light (but like Taylor Swift says, you shouldn’t do bad things) because (3) this is literally a diary, only it’s online because my law-student hands are always too tired to write things down, and so I’m figuring out my life like this. Okay? Okay.
about me
This
is where I say everything and nothing.
I'm not that girl who writes about everything and everyone, names included, anymore.
However, I'm still that girl who needs to write about everything to figure things out.
I've become the girl who knows that happiness is a choice, and the only things worth holding on to are the ones
that teach us things, and make us feel glad we are alive.
I've liked pastel colors, rainy days at the beach, free stuff, polite strangers, for more than seven years.
I'm trying to learn habitually waking up early. I haven't bought clothes from stores in about a year or more.
I still dislike mood swings, but thankfully I'm trying to get over people who don't know things I think everybody
should know.
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today
posted on 2019-09-24 10:16 p.m. by Vanessa
Hi Diary.
I'm supposed to be finishing up my physical diary so I could go get myself a new one on my days off (tomorrow and Thursday), but my hands are exhausted so here we are. (Also--I met a girl at work who printed notes into a notebook and maybe when I have the resources aka time and money I'll print out all my past blogs!!!)
I submitted my Japan Visa application during my lunch break today, without Unding's invitation/guarantee, solely on my BDO employment + Mia lending me show money for a couple of days until my application results come. I couldn't break it to Unding that I'm afraid his record would be the cause for my application to be denied... so if ever the worst happens, I want the blame to be on me.
One of the staff who checked my documents made me write on my printed-out forms, and also said that my COE (in letter-sized paper, not A4) I got worried... but what happens, happens. It's okay.
Washing machine drain's broken, again. Same goes for the stove. Ahhhh. So many problems.
today - 2019-09-24
091719 - 2019-09-17
tired - 2019-08-18
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