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the bad week that comes after being happy
posted on 2021-03-05 5:37 p.m. by Vanessa
I forced balanced today. I had a shortage of 5,360 in the morning, but thankfully I was able to find them. 5000 and 360. But then later in the day, as we were about to close, I got short by 10 pesos. And I just could not, for the life of me, find it. But I had so little transactions so I could swear I just gave out too much change. If that’s the case then I am safe. It won’t come back to bite me in the butt. But if I made a wrong deposit, then I am doomed. I deeply regret what I did, and yet I am praying for a miracle.

I put in two 5-peso coins. It just feels like it's getting worse and worse. I've found out that the new supervisor truly *does* hate me, so now I'm just trying my best to keep my head low and ignore her. So basically that's why I did what I did. Because I feel like it would tick her off if I declared the shortage. Well, that's the reason I forged signatures at work, too. Because of the old supervisor who hated me. And look where that got me. I've checked the transactions, I didn't have discrepancies that the system could catch. And a 10 peso coin is too insignificant for the depositor to mind having in her bag. The worst thing to happen is the client comes back, says that I deposited the wrong amount. Then I'll say my till was balanced... oh my goodness. I have to check the amounts all over again. But it was all right!!! Because the change that the client wrote on the deposit slips were the same as the amounts I calculated. Before lunch, I had two 10-peso coins. When I had the discrepancy I had one. My overthinking... it's 300 miles an hour.

the bad week that comes after being happy - 2021-03-05
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