If you came across this and you get offended by what I’ve written here, you can’t hold that against me because (1) starting Oct 10 I’ve changed/omitted names and (2) this blog is 100% unpublicized. I’ve done nothing to advertise or invite people to read about me talk about things that happen to put people in a bad light (but like Taylor Swift says, you shouldn’t do bad things) because (3) this is literally a diary, only it’s online because my law-student hands are always too tired to write things down, and so I’m figuring out my life like this. Okay? Okay.
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posted on 2010-07-14 4:06 p.m. by Vanessa
i was buying a smoothie during lunch, and i glanced at the person next to me. She gave me the warmest smile a stranger's ever given me today. Another, I was pulling myself a seat at the american library (which, thankfully wasn't crowded unlike the main one, yesterday every seat was taken which sucked because some people didn't do any studying, they were just there for the air-conditioning), and this girl looked up at me and smiled. The world gets a little less lonely thanks to polite strangers like them. 

lol i just found out that our exams for Filipino are on Friday. Yeah and I hit the sheets at like 3 in the morning for Filipino and lit. Lolz whatever, I like it. I should have a mindset like that all the time, so I would always study.

I just realized that what people say about college is true: that no matter how much effort you exert, it's never enough. Never.

I'm afraid my Filipino grade would be pasang-awa. I just want to curl up in bed and cry myself to sleep.

See how fast my mood swings? Yeah, get used to it.

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