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If you came across this and you get offended by what I’ve written here, you can’t hold that against me because (1) starting Oct 10 I’ve changed/omitted names and (2) this blog is 100% unpublicized. I’ve done nothing to advertise or invite people to read about me talk about things that happen to put people in a bad light (but like Taylor Swift says, you shouldn’t do bad things) because (3) this is literally a diary, only it’s online because my law-student hands are always too tired to write things down, and so I’m figuring out my life like this. Okay? Okay.
Everything is wrong
posted on 2018-06-01 11:37 p.m. by Vanessa
1. M asked me to pay her back for the plane tickets today, and Daddy hasn't sent money to refund the rent yet.

2. D met up with me to give me some money I should give to P, and yes. I spent the money. So I could have something to pay M with. If P looks for the money, I am dead.

3. I was playing music in the bathroom, as usual, and I didn't know I got my phone wet. I only noticed the volume button wasn't working. So I turned the phone on and off. When I did, the screen was already dark.

So yes, all my problems involve money. It's pathetic but very real and scary. At the moment I'm too tired to cry. Tomorrow is day four of working for eight days straight.

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