It's all my fault, though. I've had six weeks to prepare for midterms, yet I let myself cram it all in into this one massive cram session and I am bursting and I can't take it anymore. There's just so much to do! It's all my fault! I've had all the time in the world to do everything I've had to do, but I didn't do any of them! Now that I'm supposed to be presenting the best version of myself, I'm picking up all the bits and pieces I've thrown here and there. Stupid, stupid.
What am I going to do now? It's all fucked up. We're poor, I have to study hard, I want to study hard, I'm palpitating, and I'm running out of time. I need to skip my first class tomorrow but I can't. My teacher already hates me.
How did I let myself get into this mess?!?
hello, i miss you.
do you remember when this photograph was taken?
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:53 AM): do you remember when this photograph was taken?
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:53 AM): You were so young and innocent
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:53 AM): You went to Manila for the first time, and you were so excited to take it all in.
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:54 AM): You got to finally see all the places you’ve only read about in textbooks,
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:54 AM): you got lost, of course.
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:54 AM): but you had the best memories there.
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:55 AM): now, what are you doing with your life?
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:55 AM): are you happy?
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:55 AM): is that where you want to be?
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:55 AM): I’m not proud of myself.
Ü v a n e s s a Ü (Feb 12 6:55 AM): I messed up, and I’m paying for it.
